HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IM IN CHINA NOW!!!!!
i shall not blog in details. until i reach singapore. but let me drop a few bombs.

today i attended sch and had lessons until 5 pm!!! omg. there were 10 minute breaks in between each lesson and its all in one classroom yeah. each class has roughly like 30 pple. i sat at the back, WITH XIU RONG! she molested me... but sighs... you know it is hentai. it was brokeback mountain. HAHAHAHAH. JUST JOKING.

pictures will be uploaded and my trip will be further elaborated.

YOU KNOW WHAT.

1) my class's guys think that there is no one pretty in our class, other than XU LAO SHI. HAHA! white, fair, large eyes and a flashing smile.

2) my class's girls think that ZUI QIU IS HANDSOME. they pointed at him at first glance and shouted "SHUAI GE!"

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i was traumatised. omg zui qiu. you have a fan club here u now. even my buddy thinks so! and i told her i will introduce him to her next year. but i think she will be disappointed in the end :D pictures lie. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay. i shall try to make friends with my buddy's three cats while she does homework. HEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEE.

MEOW MEOW!

2:44 AM

today went to sch for orientation camp comm meeting.. yay, next year's orientation camp will be SUPER FUN! (: but let's leave it as that for now... :D

after the meeting, went to jurong east to meet up with kristy and jh, (coincidentally daniel took the same bus as me to go je to get his almost-extinct-chem-workbook)hahaha. we packaged everything up as much as our aesthetic abilities can bring us to, and got ready to go to lynna's house. to our dismal, it was raining SUPER HEAVILY. gosh, what a nice timing! so me, kristy, and daniel braved the heavy rain under our fragile little umbrellas, and tore across the misty roads, screaming our lungs out 'cos water was splashing everywhere and it was DAMN COLD. haha!

shld have taken a video man... super hilarious. i wisely chose to wear a white shirt today, so end up being half transparent (the right side of my whole entire body was wet) HAHA. anyway, SO the brave (and wet) trio went over to lynna's house to deliver the presents secretly (well, planned to.). we rang the doorbell, nobody answered. so we guessed that no one is at home. so we decided to slot the presents in nicely at the doorstep.

and...

"kaiting!"

came my name and we turned around and "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! LYNNA!?!??!?!?!?!"

hahahah and yes, our belated birthday girl was standing outside her own doorstep looking at us hahahahahahahah. shortly, we were caught in the act and we just screamed for 5 seconds.

"what are u guys doing here?"

"URM URM" -sheepish look- "ohhhhhhh you know we were just walking around the neighbourhood.. shopping you know, shopping, YEAHHHHHH!"

"urh........."

"hehehehhehe" - scoots off and giggle and talk loudly at the lift area.




YEAHHHH. it was kinda stupid as you can see/read, since we got caught by lynna -.= LOL. but overall im happy that lynna liked the presents (: hehe.








now i want to rant. ABOUT MY MOTHER. she is seriously. weird.
other than thinking that i shldnt waste time on my friends/with friends, she is totally WEIRD. she doesnt approve of shopping with friends. she doesnt approve of going to the library with friends. she doesnt approve of me going out as and when i like, whatever i do i need to tell her. and if lets say i say im coming home at like 4. i end up reaching home at 5. and she will say i lied to her. and when i decide to leave a stupid INSIGIFINICANT trekking pole in the oac store, she kicks up a fuss about it and say i cannot be trusted and i ALWAYS lose things and keep bringing up a bucket i lost two years back. when i told her the pole is safe in sch, she say "i don believe you. you always lie."

COME ON. GET A LIFE WILL YOU!?!?!?! sorry. i know im extremely rude now.

she thinks that CCA commitments are a burden. stuff like going to east coast to cycle and blah blah are seen as UNNECESSARY and VOLUNTEERY. when i say i wan to go for camps, she will say.

"again? you always have stuff. last time still go cycling. everyday go out go out go out. when are these gonna stop?"

but im sorry. this is only the start you know. i dont know how im gonna explain to her that i have two events for oac next year that i need to plan for and it is NECESSARY.

i bet she will just say "you just want to play all day long. activities activities activities non-stop. its like not even compulsory. you can choose to opt out for it, just that you dowan. just cos you LIKE TO PLAY."

worse come to worse she will tell me to draw out of the comm like nobody's BUSINESS. like pulling out clothes from the cupboard.

there are many mean things that she said about me, about my friends too. which i dont feel like recalling, cos the memory simply makes me feel insulted too.




i seriously dunno what is wrong. is it me who ask for things too much. or is it her who is over-restrictive. i believe that i've reached a stage whereby i can choose what i want to go for in CCA activities, and be respected for what i NEED to do and not just dismiss them and say it is all unnecessary.



other than all these. my mom is perfectly fine.




im happy but grumpy at the same time. hahahahhaaha. weird mixture.
but yeah, im leaving for china tomorrow, looking forward to it(:
take care everyone.

3:24 AM

another day of cip is over at st. luke's. slotting of newsletters blah blah blah.. but one queer thing that happened was the TOILET. it just occured to me that the toilet is ASEXUAL. i mean like. both guys and girls can use it at the same time, with two cubicles inside, with a specific gender for each cubicle of course. but it's really WEIRD. imagine pee-ing in the toilet cubicle and when u come out to wash your hands, you see a guy standing out there. for guys, lets say u finish pee-ing and when you come out, you see a girl standing there. which of course, happened, and made me realized the queerness of it hahahahah.




on top of that, i became rudolph while trying to bundle with newsletters with rafia string. the laoooopokkk rafia's blooming red colour went all over my hands, and my nose cos i rubbed my nose with my red hands, and i looked like i had a HEALTHY sunburn :D

ahwells.



ROAR. doing nothing everyday makes me worry about stuff. stuff next year. i wonder what's in for me.. from all aspects, family, friends, and academics. but i have this feeling that next year will be a supppppppperrrrr happening year for me... haha.

like...
1) i'm turning 18 SUPER SOON. which means, I'M LEGAL? :D but i have no friends who will be legal with me other than one who is FOR THE MOMENT GROUNDED. for as long as i study in NJC. hahahahaha. (will it be a time to FIGHT for my freedom with my parents? :O)

2) in three major events' comm for oac, trying to push one off 'cos i dont think my results can tahan.. since two of them come together consecutively.

3) nothing lasts without hardship.. there's just this one thing lacking in my friendships.. maybe we are just too peace-loving people. i myself also dont know if our friendships can be strong enough to overcome particularly huge obstacles(unknown and unpredictable at the moment) next year... but whatever happens, hold on? haha.

4) well.. the economy is not doing very well and i hope my dad's career will be alright when the crisis-wave hits singapore next year..

well these are like bits of my random thoughts here and there.





teeedums.

12:51 AM

dah-dum!


WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-HOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

hahahaha. nvm about the fact that the picture is a LI'L bit obscene, but today morning i went gym with lynna!!! whoa. i feel so much more.. developed now. in all areas. tml morn i shall go jog, if i can wake up (:

but feels good. nv exercise for so long!

and yup life's still as boring as ever. i slack. i eat. (after going gym i devoured a SMALL :D box of chocolates). i watch korean/jap shows.


so yeah. nothing much to blog today about kaiting's BOOOOOORRRINGGGGG life.

:D
jiepuys.

3:22 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNNA! :D

it was such a pity that we couldn't get her up the gmax 'cos it was raining... ):
and today it rained, still. i bet tml will rain, STILL. ROAR!

its okay.. i know our efforts to celebrate your birthday were.. considerably pathetic, but hey! hahaha we did try.. :P yepyep what i wanna say to you is in the card already.. in a q summarized form. but xmas i wanna write to every one again :D

siiiiiiiiighs time flies man.
i know i haven talked about my camp yet, but ahwells. still lazy. so far post exams... slack? hahahaha. i can significantly remember:

1) OCS visit
2) class outing @ sentosa
3) OAC seniors' camp
4)lynna's (unsuccessful)birthday celebration

hahahahhaa. class outing was.. great! :) finally 04 do smthg together hahaha. and recently i've told myself that no matter what happened before.. i'm gonna forget about them and just treat everyone indifferently (not that i treated anyone differently before much). but yeah.. i want to graduate from nj by looking at everyone in 04 and be able to say that i have no regrets with anyone :D or misunderstandings. so the first step is to don't do anything wrong myself.

nvm, i'm crapping. haha!
well, as for my friends... recently there was a tornado within me.. i was torn between two things and till now i haven sorted them out yet and i don feel like laying everything out in the open for anyone to look also.. haha. we will see how things goes. but now i'm still happy and appreciate the fact that i have the usual few irritating annoying bunch of people around me, haha!

i will take this time in china to think about what to give for christmas for everyone (: i need to get gifts also... wai kit say he wan stuff from china.. i buy you the white rabbit sweet okay? :) HAHA.






later on i'm trying out the clothes for china.. like "trial", see whether i can fit two pants into my jeans. i'm gonna be like wearing 4 layers on top and 3 layers below. like what chian siang says, it is gonna be like some "dumpling festival".
-.=
hahahhahahahaa.


okay. i pray that it will stop raining for one day!!! lynna's birthday haven finish celebrating yet.. haha.

MUNCHOOO.



and, i think i need a decent TAGBOARD.

3:44 AM

whooooopeeeeeeeeeeeee!

seniors' camp is over! and it was yet another traumatising night in the forest. heard lots of WEIRD NOISES like.. crushed leaves, this weird moaning sound.. (which sounded neither human nor animal), cheering from the distance (some sch.. i felt so comforted that there is at least someone around near the forest!!!) etc etc.

was SO FREAKED. sighs. and stupid mosquitoes kept buzzing in my ear. we had solo night, if you dunno why im so petrified. which means to spend a night alone in the forest. and i was dumped at the far end of the forest, where i can see NO ONE from me beyond. the rest maybe can still see fire and stuff. sighs. just cos im supposedly "most experienced" hahahhaha.

well. not quite. for the third or fourth time spending a night alone in the forest, im not even a little less frightened.






my group was. APPALACHIAN! we had the LEAST MEMBERS. LEAST NUMBER OF GUYS. but we were FIRST!!!!!!! from the bottom. HAHA. yep. as justified in front.






okay thepictures from dhiya are not uploaded yet! roar. but yeah it was overall q fun, other than the night.but it rained real bad on the second morning... end up sleeping with rain splattering on my face and puddles of water beneath my groundsheet ): wetttttttttttt.



okay. really lazy to typen ow. tada haha.

4:04 AM

haha. i'm in a crappy mood now. hope cookie monster didn't scare you. heh heh.

but eh. initially i wanted to make my blogskin revolve around the theme "fart". i even found a super nice fart song! but yeah. sad. my template became screwed. siiighs. once glam, always glam. BUT ITS OKAY.

come, let me share another one with you.



today's class outing was great :) will update tml.

9:16 AM